#eunchae x reader

[katnipp]

Yunjin being a loser and simp for reader who is also an idol in a different group. Every chance she gets to talk to her she fumbles and just looks like an idiot. Chaewon and Sakura always having to save her from making a complete fool out of herself while eunchae and kazuha cackle at her.

i practice my lines but not my feelings— huh yunjin

genre: FLUFFF

synopsis: yunjin’s just trying to survive her job as bank mc. but it’s hard to stay cool when her co-host is y/n — ive’s sweetheart and the girl she’s been secretly crushing on for months

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week 1: immediate disaster

yunjin walks into the rehearsal room like she’s ready to conquer the world. her heart is racing, but she’s determined. camera experience? check. lines memorized? check. charisma? trying really hard to check.

then she hears who the other mc is.

“y/n from ive,” her manager says casually.

yunjin’s brain short-circuits.

oh god. she’s perfect. she’s so perfect. don’t trip, don’t trip, don’t trip.

the first time y/n smiles at her — just a quick, warm, “hi yunjin!” — yunjin’s knees turn to jelly.

she tries to say “hi” back but ends up stammering “hello-I’m professional-I mean yunjin” and immediately wants to disappear into the floor.

behind her, eunchae’s voice buzzes in their group chat:

manchae

bro yunjin’s a mess

kazuha

honestly, 0/10 for grace

chaewon

we should kick her out

⸻

on air, the disaster escalates.

“hello everyone! i’m y/n from ive!” y/n beams with her usual radiant energy.

yunjin follows. “and i’m yunjin—uh, i mean—sorry—hi?”

her voice cracks like a rusty hinge.

the entire studio freezes. the camera catches her cheeks flaming brighter than the stage lights. her hands clutch the mic so tightly they’re almost white-knuckled.

why is she smiling like that? why is my heart doing this?

eunchae and kazuha are losing it backstage; sakura is behind the curtain, shaking her head and laughing, chaewon is facepalming so hard she almost knocks herself out.

⸻

week 2: sabotage begins

yunjin tries to prep harder this time, bringing flashcards and rehearsing her lines in front of the mirror.

but y/n’s playful teasing has already begun.

during the intro banter, y/n grins slyly and asks, “so yunjin, if you had to go on a picnic with any idol, who would it be?”

yunjin’s brain totally disconnects.

“uh… you?”

silence. then the audience gasps.

yunjin’s mind: abort mission! abort mission!

yunjin hurriedly adds, “i mean! because you probably pack great snacks! and you seem super organized! and definitely not because i—”

y/n just laughs, dimples flashing. “i’ll bring sandwiches next time.”

yunjin nearly faints on live television.

⸻

week 3: ive arrives

the moment everyone’s been waiting for: they’re interviewing ive themselves.

yunjin’s palms sweat as the girls step onto the stage. she bows like she’s meeting royalty, voice tight, “welcome… to your own interview.”

the ive members exchange knowing glances.

wonyoung shoots y/n the look — a mischievous, “don’t embarrass her more” look.

gaeul smirks; liz whispers jokes to rei, who looks ready to wreck havoc.

yunjin tries to focus, but her hands tremble as she grips the mic.

“congratulations on your comeback! your stage was very… dancey.”

“dancey?” yunjin repeats, voice cracking.

wonyoung chuckles, “unnie, are you nervous?”

yunjin swears, “no.”

liz deadpans, “you’re blinking a lot.”

gaeul grins, “and you’re holding the mic like it owes you money.”

rei leans in close with a grin, “y/n, are you nervous?”

y/n laughs softly, eyes sparkling, “no, why would i be?”

rei smirks, “your girlfriend’s shaking.”

silence.

yunjin’s brain shorts out. her face is hotter than ever. she lets out a noise somewhere between a choking sound and a dying laptop fan.

y/n blushes but can’t help the smile tugging at her lips.

chaewon backstage groans, “cut the feed now.”

sakura is already live-tweeting every second.

eunchae and kazuha are screaming in the group chat.

—

week 4: mutuals

now, “y/njin” is officially a fandom phenomenon.

fans obsess over every glance, every stumble, every giggle caught on camera.

during one live outro, y/n’s voice softens, “i’ll miss this. hosting with you.”

yunjin stares, heart pounding. “me too.”

“but we’ll see each other again, right?” y/n adds, voice shy. “maybe for coffee next time instead of a script?”

yunjin’s mouth falls open.

“okay! that’s all for this week!” yunjin blurts, voice an octave too high. “thank you, everyone, for watching us embarrass ourselves every friday!”

as the camera fades, y/n slips a small note into yunjin’s hand.

⸻

backstage: the note

alone in the dressing room, yunjin’s hands shake as she opens the note.

her breath catches.

i like your face too.

also: i pack really good sandwiches.

text me. ♡ – y/n

yunjin collapses to the floor, muttering, “she likes sandwiches… she likes me…”

chaewon bursts in, “you’re a disaster.”

“i’m… a happy disaster,” yunjin replies, cheeks still burning.

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a/n: it’s now been ?? days without seeing my wife🙁 YUNJIN COME BACK

[kgirlgroup-stan]

Trying Pt.1

angst/fluff, g!p reader

Y/N pov

Its funny how everything has changed. I have always been alone. It was always me, myself and I. But what's so different now? Everything. 

I'm an idol now. Honestly, i didn't think i'd make it. The only reason i decided to do so was to keep myself busy. But now here i am, debuting with a group of girls under the name of Le Sserafim.

With me being alone for so long, it has made me a bit reserved, cold, untrusting, and it's been somewhat of a struggle with now being surrounded by these girls.

They do what they can to get me involved or just try to get along with me. I know they dont mean any harm and for the most part i reciprocate what i can but they know my boundaries, and they respect them.

All expect....

"Y/N!!!", I was sat on the couch lost in thought when it was interrupted but they yell. I closed my eyes and leaned my head back with a soft sigh leaving my lips. "what is it Eunchae?"

"whatcha doin" i heard her steps come closer and bounced right on to the empty seat next to me

 I opened my eyes and looked at her in a bored expression. I scooted a bit away from her since she was a bit to close to my liking. "nothing just here. thinking."

"About what?" she moved closer to me again. 

"nothing" i got up and went to my room. I didnt mean to be rude, i just didnt want people getting close to me, or me get close to them.

One of the main reason is because i was different. I hated that I was. I was a girl with a penis, and once people find that about everything changes. Growing up wasnt at all easy so why would i think now that im an adult it would be.

I dont want to get to close to the girls because if i do and they end up finding out my secret, i know my heart wont be able to take it and i dont want all those feeling and bonds to go away.

Maybe its selfish but i'm just trying to protect myself.

I still show my appreciation to the girls in anyway i can. I help Kazuha study Korean, Yunjin loves to make me learn English, I play video games with Sakura, I help relieve stress off of Chaewon by picking up after the girls if they dont listen to her, and well Eunchae.....

Eunchae stresses me out. I do try to put up with her sometimes and do things for her but she always tries to get close to me in every possible way. 

After collecting myself in my room for a couple of seconds, i decided to make some food for the members. Eunchae often times calls me heartless, i dont think i am. I just have a very hard time expressing my feelings out loud but i try to show i care through actions.

I was again lost in thought and moving mindfull but still somehow preparing the food. I didnt notice Eunchae pull up a chair in front of me and was just watching me.

I started cutting an onion and my eyes started to burn, making a small single tear slid down my cheek.

"wow it takes an onion to make you cry. didn't know you were capable of that" she giggled with a teasing smirk on her face. 

"ha ha" i rolled my eyes, sarcastically. I turned around to put the onion in the pan and moved around the kitchen to finish the meal.

Noticing that i was finishing, Eunchae got up to call the girls to come and eat. I placed the food down, once they sat i served them and gave them their plates. thank you's and compliments on the food left their mouths as they started eating.

I went back to the kitchen and drank a cup a water while leaning against the counter. Chaewon came to me and noticed my energy. 

"everything okay?" she looked at me with concerned eyes while stopping in front of me.

" yeah, i just need to clear my head for a bit. Enjoy the food, imma go out for a walk." i gave her a tight light smile.

"okay, well be careful, come home safe, dont be out to late the suns already setting." she gave me a small pity smile in return then leaned in and peaked my cheek and went back to the table.

I grabbed a hoodie, mask, a hat and left the door. Walking where-ever the wind took me.

Eunchae Pov

My jaw tensed but when i saw y/n leave after Chaewon kissed her cheek.

"what was that about?" i looked down and began to play with my food once Chaewon sat down with us.

"dont worry, im not taking y/n away from you." she mockingly pouted at me and poked my cheek.

It was no secret that i had a crush on y/n. But it was a challenge to get to really know her when she pulls away even more. 

I pouted even more. "not like she would pick you anyways." i mumbled before clearing my throat, "where did she go though?" 

"Okay, rude. She just went to clear here mind for a bit." she went back to eating her food.

I hummed in response before hesitating on what i wanted to do next. I took a fork-full of food and stood up. "im going to go find her." i grabbed my stuff and went out, ignoring Chaewons screams.

**Time-Skip**

I roamed around thinking where she could have gone. Right when i was going to give up i remembered a certain place.

I made my way there and sure enough, she was there. This was the very same park that not much people knew about, it's the same place where she took us after a very harsh training day. The perfect place to relax, breath and clear your mind.

Smiling at the sight of her. I walked up to the bench she was sitting on and sat next to her. 

"why do you always follow me?" her voice was low, soft even. It made my heart start beating a bit faster.

"because i care." i looked at her. Her gaze was forward, starting at the open field of flower, watching the sun start to disappear.

"why care about someone who you call heartless?"it came out in a lower tone. when i called her heartless it was meant as a little jab. But now i wouldnt have said it at all if i would have know it affecting her in this way.

"y/n, i know your know heartless." she moved her gaze from the seneray in front of us to look only at me. "i just say things to make you smile, laugh or just get some type of reaction out of you. i just want you to feel like you can get close to me"

"well, your going to have a trouble time doing that." she looked down and picked at her fingers.

 i grabbed her hand and held it in mine. She looked at me and i couldnt help but lean in and let my lips touch her cheek. "Thats okay but i guess that means i'll just keep trying." i leaned my head against her shoulder, watching the sunset together.

[duvetchico]

Hii, i’m not sure if you’re taking requests so feel free to ignore this lol. But i wanted to request a Oneshot with lsf Eunchae x Fem!Reader dating in secret, and when the other members suspect something’s going on between them, they try to stalk them to see what’s up and they get caught kissing. Love your blog btw <3

eunchASMR

summary y/n and eunchae have been secretly dating for a while now. the other members know something's up. so naturally, they form a top-tier girl group spy squad to catch them in the act. too bad eunchae and y/n are about to make their dumbest move yet: kissing in a public hallway.

genre secret dating / fluff / utter hell

pairing hong eunchae x fem!reader

masterlist.

“i’m telling you. something is happening.”

chaewon slams her hands down on the dorm’s kitchen table like she just uncovered a murder. everyone jumps. kazuha drops her strawberry milk.

“eunchae doesn’t even like strawberry milk,” chaewon hisses. “but yesterday, she drank it. and said, quote: ‘y/n likes it so i’m tryna understand her taste buds.’”

sakura raises a brow. “maybe she’s just being a good dongsaeng?”

“okay but then why did she SKIP PRACTICE to go to y/n’s room and come back with her hoodie.”

“…maybe she was cold?”

yunjin suddenly appears from behind the fridge door with a full powerpoint pulled up on her ipad. slide 1 is titled: ‘EUNCHAE AND Y/N ARE LESBIANS: A THESIS’

kazuha is filming from behind a house plant. yunjin wears a bucket hat and fake mustache.

chaewon peeks from behind a laundry rack. “targets approaching.”

you and eunchae walk by, laughing about some inside joke. eunchae keeps nudging you. you nudge back. then she leans her head on your shoulder.

sakura whisper-yells. “SHE JUST NESTLED. I REPEAT, NESTLE CONFIRMED.”

“shut up,” yunjin says, “i’m trying to hear the dialogue.”

“you wanna put subtitles too?” kazuha mumbles, chewing on popcorn.

you’re sprawled on the floor, scrolling through your phone. eunchae climbs over the couch and lands on top of you like she owns the place.

“hi.”

“you’re heavy.”

“you’re in denial.”

you glare. she grins. you bonk her with a pillow. she dramatically gasps and falls over like she’s been murdered. and then, just as you're about to steal her spot—

she pulls you back by the wrist, wraps herself around you, and mutters:

“stay. you’re warm.”

meanwhile, sakura is in the corner recording like national geographic. “the prey has been caught,” she whispers. “the gay is strong here,” yunjin adds.

you and eunchae sneak off to the hallway like you’re not being monitored by four nosy idols and several hidden cameras.

eunchae: “they’re not gonna find us here.”

you: “girl this is literally a hallway outside the living room.”

eunchae: “exactly. they’ll never expect it.”

you roll your eyes. she grabs your face and kisses you like she hasn’t seen you in years. your hand is in her hair. she giggles halfway through. you giggle back.

then— click

you both freeze.

“did you hear that?” you whisper.

eunchae turns slowly. and there they are:

chaewon mid-photo. kazuha holding the “eunchae lesbian activity tracker” notebook. yunjin aiming her ipad like it’s a goddamn telescope. sakura holding chips.

“…sup,” yunjin says casually.

“EXPLAIN,” chaewon demands.

eunchae shrugs. “ok. we’re dating. what now?”

silence.

then sakura starts clapping.

they won’t leave you alone.

“don’t kiss in the hallway, you lesbians,” chaewon says.

kazuha creates a folder called “the softest sapphic footage.”

yunjin prints a photo of you two holding hands and tapes it on the fridge with “GAY RIGHTS” in comic sans.

sakura just wants y’all to film a couples vlog so she can edit it to the song “lovers rock.”

eunchae winks at you across the room. you blush.

“still wanna keep it secret?” she whispers when she passes you.

“…no comment,” you mumble, and she grins like she just won the gay olympics.

[jihyoruri]

❚ ❚ 𓍢 ILLIT!YN AND EUNCHAE TEXTS 🍓

↳ warnings yn and eunchae from somethin’ stupid, very very SMALL angst regarding chaewon, just cuteness

[bellaaae]

Maknae vs unnies [234k views]

— Clip 1✰

“Unnie~” yn called out for Eunchae who was walking next to yn.

“Can you please take just one photo with me,Just ONE?…” she requested looking up to Eunchae.

“Take what with you?” Eunchae asked resting her hands on Yn’s shoulder.

“Polaroid” yn said smiling.

A few moments later

Yn and Eunchae were reviewing their pictures when Eunchae saw other photos yn had taken with the other members.

“Ah what’s all this?” Eunchae asked in slightly offended and disbelief tone.

“Those? Those are the pictures I took with the other unnies” yn answered.

“WHAT!” Eunchae exclaimed.

She took Yn’s Polaroids with the other members and started to run away with it.

“AGHH!” Yn screamed running after Eunchae.

Eunchae jumped and put the photos on tops of a roof.

“DON’T!” Yn yelled and looked around in disbelief. “She did not just-“ yn said still in disbelief.

Eunchae moved closer to yn hugging her.

“Saranghae~” Eunchae said hugging yn.

“Unnie-Unnie-Unnie but I’m shorttt~” yn said whining hugging Eunchae back while looking at the roof.

— Clip 2✰

“We’re going picnic right?” Kazuha asked her members just to be sure.

“Right!” Yunjin agreed.

“But why..is yn wearing her school uniform?” Chaewon asked looking at yn.

“I have examsss!!” Yn cried.

“Well sucks for you” Eunchae said bending down to pinching yns cheeks.

“Let’s go enjoy our picnic!” Sakura exclaimed and the other member joined in leaving yn at the entrance of her schools gate.

“All of you are really leaving me here?” Yn asked them in disbelief.

“Enjoy school!” Eunchae said waving to yn.

“No one enjoys school!!” Yn wailed standing there like this emoji 🧍��♀️.

“UNNIES!!” Yn yelled out.

“We love you!” They all yelled at her at the same time.

Yn pouted as she watched them disappear from her sight.

“Ahh really they seriously left me” she mumbled entering the gates of the school.

— Clip 3✰

Chaewon’s solo live.

Fans were asking chaewon how yn behaves around the house and off camera.

“Yn?…Yn..is a really trouble-maker kid” chaewon exposed Yn smiling like she didn’t not just.

“She has done so many things.One time she almost burnt down the house,She decorated My room with posters of herself” chaewon said looking at the camera in disbelief.

“That kid is seriously something….” She sighed. “But I can’t deny she’s the cutest” she added with a sweet smile.

— Clip 4✰

During an ot6 live Yn could be seen in the background trying to kiss Sakura.

Sakura gave yn a disgusted look before putting her hands over Yn’s mouth and looking back at the camera.

— Clip 5✰

It is well known that Yunjin is the tallest at 172cm while yn is the shortest at 161cm.

During their photo shoot Yunjin was standing on something that made her taller than she already is.

Yn stood beside Yunjin.”this Unnie is very tall especially since she’s standing on something” Yn said pointing at the stuff Yunjin was standing on.

Yunjin placed her hand on yn shoulder. “And this maknae is very short especially since I’m standing on something making her look shorter than she already is” Yunjin said smiling.

Yn gave her a done look and smiled through the pain.

✰𝐋𝐄𝐒𝐒𝐄𝐑𝐀𝐅𝐈𝐌

[spiderb00]

Workout The Heart

Hong Eunchae x LSF 6 member!reader 

“every time you suspected there was something wrong with your member, Eunchae. Until the time you found out what it was” 

Genre – Fluff   Warnings – None  (request)

Now playing – Love You Anyway, by The Marias 

"Jihyo's daughter" is what Fearnot has called you since your debut. Your love for the gym and training has earned many inside jokes for the fandom, and many edits as well. You had only recorded a vlog at the gym once, and as soon as it was posted on Le sserafim's Youtube channel, a storm of edits of yours were everywhere. As the second youngest member, you weren't used to edits that weren't just cute stuff, but as soon as you saw your first edit with a provocative song and you looking insanely hot on camera, you knew you could get used to it.   

Unlike you, Eunchae would NEVER get used to it! Every time she saw an edit of yours she simply wanted to pass out, praying to all the gods that she would wake up in your muscular arms. The maknae never liked to work out, in fact she hated everything that involved weight, but with you it was different. Eunchae found herself wanting to accompany you to all your workouts, which was very strange given that not only you, but all of your members knew that the younger girl hated the gym.   

It was a few months ago that you and the girls started noticing Eunchae's strange behavior, you were certainly suspicious, because if Maknae hated working out, what was she doing following you around like a puppy? 

All the girls were in the living room of the dormitory, Yunjin and Kazuha watching some program on TV, Chaewon's eyes glued to the phone and Eunchae was in the kitchen, sitting on the countertop watching Sakura cook. Quickly passing through the room, you grabbed the keys to the door before heading to the fridge to get some of your Gatorade.  

"I'm leaving babies, don't set the house on fire." You said, leaving the kitchen and heading towards the front door.   

"Ahn? Where are you going?" Eunchae asked, turning quickly on the counter, looking intently at you.   

"I have to stick to my training schedule." You said, all the girls' attention now on you and Eunchae.   

 "Yeah, she has to work out to carry all the weight of being a nerd." Yun Jin said, laughing at you and getting a pat on Kazuha's arm.   

"Don't make me carry you to the pool and throw you there again Jennifer... You know I could do that quickly.  

"Hey! It's Unnie for you, nerd." Yun Jin said messing with you, as always.    

"I'll go with you, wait for me to get my things!" Eunchae said suddenly, jumping off the counter and heading towards her room, leaving her members confused.   

You looked at Sakura, who was already looking at you open-mouthed, Yun Jin and Kazuha also stared at each other as if they couldn't believe what they were seeing, and Chaewon was the first to speak.   

"All right, what's going on?" The leader asked, momentarily directed at everyone, only to look at you next.   

"I--I don't know." You said, your surprise was still evident on your face, as well as on all the girls'.  

"She never wants to go to the gym with me." Kazuha spoke, pulling all attention to her.   

"She threw me a pillow once when I asked her why she hated working out so much." Yunjin said, static.   

"Once, she told me that she would rather spend ten hours straight singing and dancing than go to the gym." Sakura said, making you frown.   

"That's weird." You spoke last, looking at the door of Eunchae's room, and at the right moment, the younger girl came out, walking up to you and pulling your arm to the exit.  

"Bye, Unnies!"   

The excitement in the girl's voice and the thud of the door closing was the last thing the older women could hear, after witnessing the younger member pull you out of the dorm.   

The second time you realized there was something wrong with Eunchae, it was on a Friday morning. You had gone for a run, having woken up too early that day and seeing that you had no commitments, you decided that it would be good to clear your mind and get your body ready for the day.   

When you arrived at the dorm, you had decided to make one of your tasty smoothies, mixing fruits you liked, oatmeal and a little honey.  Too busy mixing the ingredients, you didn't notice a small body approaching you until the younger girl hugged your waist.   

"Good morning Machae." You said with excitement. The younger girl letting go of your waist and climbing on the counter, where she definitely liked to stay.  

 "What are you doing?" The younger girl asked, her curious eyes looking into the blender where her smoothie was, now ready.   

"Just a drink after the morning run, nothing much." You said, pouring the mixture into a glass.   

"Oh, you could have woken me up to go with you." The younger girl said, making you almost drop the glass that was in your hand.   

"You... Did you want to go racing with me?" You asked skeptically, being completely sure that something was wrong.   

"Sure, why not?!" The younger girl shrugged, showing off her dimples as she smiled innocently at you.   

"All right then, maybe next time..." You said, still with suspicion present in your voice. 

For the rest of the day, Eunchae stayed close to you, asking questions about your workout and how your diet worked. Also taking the opportunity to call you to see some movies with her later, using the justification that you needed to chill a little.   

You really were struggling, confused by everything that was going on. Eunchae was always close to you, being only a year apart, you were the youngest of the group, always supporting each other and helping when needed. But you had noticed that Eunchae was trying much harder, sometimes you even caught her looking absentmindedly at you, daydreaming. And especially when you were both at the gym, now that Eunchae had insisted that she would go to all the training sessions with you.

You didn't quite understand what was going on, but the answer to all this confusion was closer to being revealed than you imagined.     

Le sserafim was in L.A., finally having a few days to enjoy the city after recording numerous things to fulfill the schedule. Since one of your members was simply the most sociable person in the world, you and the girls were now in the Katseye girls' dorm, eating pizza and talking about various things that were going on.   

YunJin chatted animatedly with Daniela and Manon, while Sakura, Chaewon, and Sophia engaged in a deep conversation about something you hadn't paid attention to. Lara and Yoonchae were chatting animatedly with Eunchae, who was trying her best to focus on the topics of conversation without being distracted by looking at you and Megan laughing together on the couch.   

You and the red-haired girl weren't very close, it seemed like all the members of you seemed to understand each other very well, just with the two of you as two strange losers. Lara had pushed Megan towards you after you arrived, telling the Chinese girl that you wouldn't bite and that you were very nice. Believing her roommate's words, Megan walked up to you, the two of you striking up a friendly conversation only to find that you had a lot in common.  

Only one person had not liked all this approach, Eunchae. The girl looked at you with eagle eyes, following your and Megan's every move, praying to the gods that neither of you would make a wrong move. However, the younger girl can't hold back the cleaning so much, at least not when she saw you and Megan get up from the couch and head towards what Eunchae assumed was the redhead's room.   

Losing focus a bit, Eunchae excused herself, leaving the dorm room and saying that she would be back in a minute. Your members instantly worried about the younger girl, and when you showed up with Megan and noticed that the room was strangely quiet, you were confused.   

Outside, Eunchae sat on a small couch, wiping away the tears that kept falling from her eyes. The younger girl didn't want to cry, she knew she couldn't blame you for anything, after all, she was never brave enough to tell you how she felt.   

"Machae?" You asked, reaching out to the younger girl to check what was going on. "What happened?" You asked, sitting next to the girl with tears in her eyes.  

"Nothing, it's not your fault." Eunchae said, trying her best to stop the tears from running down her face.   

"Eunchae, you know you can tell me anything..." You said, holding your hand in hers. "We would always help each other, remember?"  

Looking at your hands next to hers, Eunchae took a deep breath, looking into your eyes before letting the words come out of her mouth.   

"I like you." The younger girl said, hoping you understood everything she wanted to say with just three words.  

"I like you too, Machae." You said, squeezing hands with the younger girl. 

"No, Yn. I really like you, I want to be with you, to be able to tell everyone that you're mine and to love you in the right way." Eunchae said, looking away from yours, ashamed of the tears that were streaming down her face.  

Taking your hand out of Eunchae's hand, you took her chin gently, lifting the younger girl's head and wiping away her tears.  

"I know, and I like you too Eunchae." You said, your hand still caressing the delicate face of the girl in front of you. "Don't you think I wouldn't notice that you liked me with you following me to the gym?"   

The bright-eyed girl laughed at your remark, the most beautiful smile you could see.   

"I've always liked you, Machae. I'm just really bad at showing it." you said.  

You and the smiling girl stared at each other, your faces a few inches from each other, and when Eunchae made the first signal to get closer, you followed her, getting closer and closer until you joined your lips with hers. It was just a seal of lips, but your stomach was in celebration, butterflies flying and dancing inside you. Eunchae not much different, the two of you have been waiting for this moment for much longer than you could remember. 

"So now that you've finally gotten what you wanted, will you still join me to the gym?" You asked, after moving away from the kiss a little.  

"Not at all."

Hello guys, a request about LSF, I'm excited!

I hope everyone is well, I continue to see a lot of things about L.A. and I hope people are well and can get back on their feet.

It's a tragedy and very sad, unfortunately I can't do much, but I hope with all my heart that all of you are saved

xoxo, spider.

[siilent-wanderer]

One Wasn't Enough

Pairing: actress! le sserafim x actress! reader

Prompt: The script said one kiss, the drama showed one kiss. But the leaked behind-the-scenes footage? Hmm...

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Chaewon

The Intense Actress Who Leaves You Breathless

angsty, tension-filled romance

rivals to lovers

the kind where every argument feels like it could end in either a fight or a kiss

Chaewon plays the sharp-tongued, fiercely independent lead

and you’re the only one who can keep up with her

the kiss is supposed to be quick, a frustrated clash of lips before she pulls away

but when Chaewon leans in, she doesn’t stop at just one

she kisses you once — sharp and desperate

but then her hands tighten around your collar, and she goes in again

this time, slower. more deliberate

like she’s tasting something she doesn’t want to forget

she exhales shakily against your lips before murmuring, "Tell me to stop, and I will."

the silence stretches just a little too long before the director yells cut

the clip spreads like wildfire, and fans are feral:

"KIM CHAEWON, YOU BETTER EXPLAIN WHY YOUR HAND WAS TREMBLING" "she kissed like she meant it like??? the hesitation before the second one??? ohhh we’re not surviving this" "I can’t tell if this is acting or an actual confession."

when asked about it in an interview, Chaewon just smirks and shrugs

"I was just… in the moment. One kiss didn’t feel like enough, you know?"

Sakura

The Seasoned Pro Who’s Almost Too Good at It

mature, wistful romance

second chance lovers

the kind where every touch feels like a memory they’re scared to relive

Sakura plays the composed, emotionally guarded lead who swears she’s moved on

the kiss is supposed to be slow, a quiet realization that she never really let go

but the leaked behind-the-scenes clip shows something else—

she cradles your face like you’re fragile

her thumb brushing over your cheek before she leans in

her lips barely touch yours at first, hesitant, searching, as if waiting for you to pull away

but when you don’t, she lets out a shaky breath, pressing in just a little deeper

after pulling away, her fingers graze your jawline, and she tilts your face up

and then she kisses you again

this time, softer. more intentional

as if she needs to memorize it

the way she sighs into the kiss?

fans lose their minds:

"I’m sorry but this was TOO intimate like she was savoring it" "UMM I HEARD THAT SECOND KISS WASN’T IN THE SCRIPT PLS EXPLAIN" "Why does it feel like she was memorizing Y/N’s lips… what do they MEAN by that??"

in an interview, Sakura chuckles when asked about the scene and rubs the back of her neck

"I mean... It was convincing, right?"

Yunjin

The Charismatic Star Who Makes Every Scene Feel Too Real

passionate, whirlwind romance

love at first sight

but the kind where denial only makes the tension worse

Yunjin plays the confident, flirtatious lead who swears she’s in control

until she’s not

the kiss is supposed to be desperate, an unspoken confession when words fail

but the behind-the-scenes clip shows Yunjin completely forgetting they’re on set

she cups your jaw, thumb tracing your lips before she kisses you like she’s been waiting forever

she kisses you once — deep, breathless

but when the director still hasn’t yelled cut, she leans back in

this time, slower

like she’s actually savoring it

the leaked clip even shows her smirking right before she does it

fans are completely unhinged:

"HUH WHY DID SHE MAKE IT LOOK LIKE A REAL RELATIONSHIP" "I swear she whispered something before pulling away pLS SOMEONE ENHANCE THE AUDIO" "HUH YUNJIN, WHY WERE YOU BREATHING SO HARD AFTER??"

in an interview, Yunjin just laughs as she shrugs

"What can I say? I like to commit to my roles."

Kazuha

The One Who Masters the Art of Romantic Tension

dreamy, poetic romance

childhood friends to lovers

the kind where everything feels like a slow dance

Kazuha plays the quiet, observant lead who loves in small, unspoken ways

the kiss is written to be soft

just a hesitant brush of lips before she pulls away

but the behind-the-scenes clip catches her whispering, "Just trust me." before tilting your chin up

the way she moves — gentle yet intentional — makes it feel almost too real

when she finally pulls back, her lips linger just a second too long, eyes flickering to yours

then she kisses you again

the second one is slower. a little deeper. more certain

fans lose their minds over the way she kissed you:

"WHY DID SHE CUP Y/N’S FACE SO SOFTLY. LIKE. WHY." "I feel like I just witnessed something sacred" "zuha’s gaze before she leaned in?? that wasn’t acting, i fear"

when asked about it, Kazuha just smiles shyly and tucks her hair behind her ear

"I just wanted it to feel… real."

Eunchae

The Unexpected Heartstealer of the Softest Romance

lighthearted, youthful romance

best friends who realize their feelings

BUT neither wants to be the first to say it

Eunchae plays the playful, sunshine lead who doesn’t realize she’s already in love

the moment is meant to be simple

just a brush of fingers, a lingering glance, an unsaid promise

but in the leaked behind-the-scenes clip...

Eunchae does something unexpected

she reaches out, tucking a loose strand of hair behind your ear before grinning softly

"I like you, you know?" she murmurs, voice quieter than usual

fans immediately go feral:

"HELLO??? WHERE WAS THIS IN THE SCRIPT??" "The way she smiled so softly after saying it… like she meant it" "Eunchae is dangerous. I am WEAK. SHE'S LEARNING FROM HER UNNIES"

when asked about it, Eunchae just giggles and shrugs

"I mean… doesn’t it feel more natural that way?"

A/N: again, no kissing scene for the child !!!

[kissies4jiwon]

a new addition ? 은채 x reader

synopsis › eunchae is admiring a new girl at school and how pretty she is, not knowing shes actually joining her group.

a/n › uhm first time writing in a while how are we feeling..

pairing › hong eunchae x idol/trainee!reader

warnings › gay people eek! /j

word count › 722

eunchae sat cross-legged on the floor of the dormitory, her phone resting on her knees as she doom scrolled through social media. the room was filled with her members: yunjin, kazuha, and sakura, chaewon who were scattered around, engaged in their own activities. their talking filled the room mostly being yunjins and chaewons.

ever since the new school year started, eunchae found herself daydreaming more than ever during math class, catching herself having these daydreams even in practice. with her busy schedule with idol duties and with the annoyance of tests, there was one reason that kept drawing her back to school: y/n. every time she walked into the classroom, her heart would skip a beat at the sight of y/n sitting by her desk, her beautiful face lit by the morning sun streaming through the window. the way y/n would occasionally glance at her, catching her staring, it all made eunchae’s heart race.

eunchae often found herself skipping practice just to catch a glimpse of y/n during the day. she knew she shouldn’t, especially with a comeback looming and chaewon’s wrath if she catches her skipping, but the thought of missing out on seeing her was unbearable. as much as she loved being an idol, she couldn't help but feel a pull towards this new girl. math soon became a blur, the numbers and x’s on the board fading into the background as she focused on the girl who had caught her heart. her mind would often wander to scenarios where they she would hear her sing, complimenting her dancing. she hoped the new girl would share her dream, but it always ended with her returning to reality—realizing that she had to balance her dreams with her idol responsibilities.

"uhm guys, theres this new girl at school—" eunchae spoke up, her eyes lighting up with excitement and nervousness. she put down her phone and leaned forward, eager to share the details. "her name is [y/n], and she’s really— absolutely gorgeous. school actually doesnt seem that boring with her in math, for once."

yunjin looked at eunchae, intrigued. she always bragged about not going to school, not wanting to go. "really? what does she look like?"

eunchae's cheeks flushed slightly as she spoke. "she has these beautiful pins and cute pencils and the prettiest eyes. i saw her in the hallway today, and i couldn't take my eyes off her! she seemed so kind, too she—"

kazuha, who had been quietly listening, chimed in. "do you think she’s into music or dance? you could invite her to karaoke or something."

sakura nodded, a calm smile spreading across her face. "it would be nice to have another friend your age except kyujin. plus, if she’s as pretty as you say, i can see why you’re so captivated, eunchae." the eldest added with a wink.

eunchae giggled, her excitement bubbling over with all her members support. "i just think she’s really unique! i hope i get to talk to her someday.. i just see her in one class."

just then, the door swung open, and their manager stepped in with a smile. "girls, i have a big announcement"

the members turned their attention to the manager, curiosity etched on their faces. eunchae’s heart raced—she couldn’t help but think it might be something related to the new girl she had been talking about, or she hoped.

"we're going to be adding a new member to le sserafim!" the manager announced, and the room erupted with a mix of glances and excitement.

"wait, really?" yunjin exclaimed, her eyes wide. "who is it?"

eunchae’s heart skipped a beat as she felt a strange sense of anticipation, were her dreams answered? could it be?

the manager continued, "the new member is y/n l/n. she’ll be joining us after this comeback, but she will training along side you—"

the mangers words fell to the background all eunchae heard was y/n. eunchae's mouth dropped open in disbelief. "wait, are you serious?! that’s the girl i was just talking about— shes in my math class"

the eldest eyes sparkled with delight for eunchae. "no way! that’s amazing eunchae. we have to make your classmate feel welcome."

eunchae's mind raced with thoughts of how she would introduce herself to y/n. she wanted to make a good impression, especially now that they would be part of the same group.

as the excitement settled in, eunchae couldn’t help but smile. maybe this was fate. she would have the chance to get to know the girl she had admired from afar. her heart fluttered at the prospect of spending more time with y/n, and she felt a new sense of determination to make her feel at home in lesserafim.

[asraxfile]

Opposites do attract

sypnosis at times, Eunchæ thinks you don't care about her. It was a typical sunshine and grumpy duo between you two. Until one day you open up your spark to her and tell her your true feelings for her. pairing non-idol!Eunchae x fem!reader genre angsty, fluff warnings crying, cursing, kiss wc 1.1k

A/n: Idk why but writing angst is much better for me than writing something happy and I love Eunchae sm :(( and had to do this. Enjoyy ^^

Being with Eunchae was like being the moon to her sun. She wasn’t popular but she was a very active student in your school— cheerful, good grades, fun and a part of the broadcasting club.

You always heard her voice early in the morning right before classes, or when there’s a school promotion you always saw her name written as the students who took part of it.

On the other hand, you were the polar opposite. Cold, struggling with grades, not as popular and was practically just there. From afar you always admired Eunchae. Of course you were friends, maybe not as close, but better something than nothing.

People always say polar opposites never work out due to lack of similar opinions in everything. Music, personality, mbti— but it didn’t let you at least try to grow some signs of interest into Eunchae’s mind. Letting her know you’re better with actions than words.

Though the stereotypical trope is one of the reasons you never understood why she chose you—remembering the first time she confessed to you with a love letter. Though you did feel the same for her, a mystery of the reason she chose you still lingered in your mind.

It was all like sunshine and rainbows. Eunchae had always been the sun—bright, warm, and full of energy, while you had always been the moon— distant and quiet, watching from afar.

It worked for the couple of months you’ve been together. At least you thought it did, but lately, whispers had started to reach Eunchae’s ears.

"Why is she with Y/n?" "Y/n doesn’t even act like she loves her." "She barely even shows anything." “I’d think twice about her.”

Eunchae never wanted to believe them. She knew you loved her—she felt it in the way you always walked her home, the way you always let her ramble about her day without interrupting, the way you would subtly hold her hand when no one was looking.

But doubt was a sick thing. The more people pointed at it, the more it chipped away at Eunchae’s confidence.

And now, here you both were—in detention.

It was your fault for snapping at a classmate for speaking badly about Eunchae. It led to a small argument in class and a new gossip in school. The teacher didn’t even let you explain before sending you both in detention, assuming Eunchae was somehow involved.

Eunchae sat at the desk behind you, fidgeting with her fingers. The usual light in her eyes was weaker than usual, her lips pressed into a thin line. You weren’t the best at reading emotions, but you felt something was wrong.

“Chae?” You casually broke the silence.

She blinked, looking over at you before quickly looking away. As you turned away, she could see your furrowed eyebrows—guilt splattered all over your face.

“Look it was really my fault, I get it if you’re mad but—”

“Do you love me?”

Your body tensed, and for the first time in a while, you weren’t sure how to respond right away. You weren’t good with words. You never had been, especially in expressing your feelings.

Eunchae’s fingers curled around the fabric of her skirt’s uniform. “I-I’m sorry but…everyone just whispers around that,” Her voice was soft, but so hesitant.

“And I know I shouldn’t listen, but… I just—I don’t know. Maybe they’re right. Maybe you just accepted my confession because you felt bad…”

Your heart clenched. That wasn’t true. It had never been true.

You sighed while gently taking her hand in yours. It was small, warm—so like her. She looked up at you, surprised, tears forming into her eyes. “I never wanted to ask you cause I thought I was just overreacting but..”

“Listen, Eunchæ.” Her name strictly falls off your tongue with a tone Eunchae obeyed to listen. Furrowing your eyebrows, your head hurts to find the right words. “I didn’t yell at that bully for no reason,” you finally looked into her eyes. Eunchae desperately looked for a spark of hope in this situation — letting you continue.

You breathed heavily, while also being out of air. It was time to let Eunchae know how much she means to you.

“I hate when they tell lies about you.” you whispered, tightening your grip on her fingers, looking at the ring you brought her on her middle finger. “I don’t care if they tell you I don’t love you, cause that’s not true.” Once again your eyes met hers. This time, you hand grasped her right cheek. Brushing away, as gently as you can, the tear falling from her eye.

"But fuck if they say anything about you...” A curse breathed out your mouth as Eunchae widened her eyes.

Tight silence falls once again. Until you break it with a promise.

“I promise you,” your pinky tangled with hers. “I’ll try to be better “

Eunchae sniffed, out of words to speak she just gazed at you. Was she sad, relieved or scared? You didn’t care — cause you were there, just for her.

“They don’t know how we are when we’re alone, they don’t have to know.” your voice is as soft as a pillow and as comforting as a hug. Eunchae never saw this side of you — doesn’t mean she didn’t think you aren’t sweet, just not with words.

Eunchae swallowed hard, her fingers curling tighter around yours. The warmth of your hand, the way your thumb absentmindedly ran over her knuckles—it was enough to make her heart ache.

"Yeah," she hesitated. "I guess I just… I wanted to hear it sometimes. I know you show it in different ways, but sometimes I need the words too."

You exhaled sharply, looking down. Words had never been your strong suit, but for Eunchae? You should try.

"I love you, Chae," you said, softer than you thought possible. "I’ll try to make you happier, just please tell me whenever you’re doubting."

Eunchae's lips trembled, and for a moment, you thought she might cry again—but instead, a small, wobbly smile appeared. She let out a shaky laugh, squeezing your hand.

"Okay," she whispered. “I love you too, I’ll think before hearing rumors again.”

And so, Eunchæ leaned in and kissed your cheek. A blush creeped on your cheeks, earning a chuckle from her. Before realizing how close you were to her, you leaned in closer. Eunchae didn’t flinch. She melted into your heartfelt kiss as the tension relieved.

And in that moment, nothing else mattered—not the whispers, not the rumors, not the detention. It was just you and her, the moon and her sun, perfectly balanced in each other's space and time — an eclipse of two opposites.

[amuyyi]

y/n + her plants .

synopsis; just 3 little drabbles of y/n being the only extrovert and obsessed with plants.

trope; le sserafim x 6th member!reader, platonic , just silly poorly written stuff

wc; 2.0k

cw; none

a/n; im ngl this is just a self indulgent self insert of the author. i love female friendships! also i was half asleep writing this, but i really like the 2nd clip idk it makes me giggle a little :3 i had planned to write more, but i got tired soooo... also did not spellcheck at the end zzz please read my other works if u actually want decently written stuff

Clip 1: 

It was your turn to turn in a vlog for the week, and you decided to utilize this time to do a room tour. You grin into the camera as you make your way to you and Yunjin’s shared bedroom, opening the door and showing the interior to the camera. It was a spacious room, with posters and photographs plastered all along the walls alongside other decor such as string lights, unique shaped mirrors, and endless figurines and trinkets lined on the shelves. One of the most prominent features of the room though was the amount of pure green all throughout. There were plants quite literally everywhere. On the windowsill, hanging off the ceiling, held up on the wall, on the floor, the tables, the shelves. It felt like just about any free space was touched by mother nature herself.

You grin sheepishly as you explain, “Not many people know this– well I guess now many people will know this, but I am a super big plant person!”

The camera slowly pans over all of the plants as well as some of Yunjin’s belongings, including her guitar, glasses, and some smiski’s you two co-parent. “Thankfully Yunjin doesn’t mind me hogging up some space for my babies, and I pay her back in smiski figurines!!” Grabbing hold of a little green man on the table that was struggling to put on a sweater, you shove its face into the camera as you giggle, “I think this one's my favorite, me and Yunjin are still trying to come up with a name for him.”

You look around, trying to figure out which plant to showcase first before you catch sight of one particular plant you enjoy. “Oh! I want to show you guys my favorite pot…” The camera pans to a comically large and rather beat up leather boot, which humbly held home to a mini monstera within its space. 

“It was a random shoe I found near a river during filming one time. Viney here seems to enjoy it,” You grin, accidentally letting it slip that you name every single one of your plants as well as touch random garbage you find outside before you showcase another “pot,”  being a mug that had the words “Live Laugh Love” plastered boldly on the side as you snicker, “this one just makes me laugh. Jen hates it, but I don’t think she can recognize the beauty in irony.”

You let out a sigh as you make your way towards your bed, plopping down onto it as you speak. “Y’know, I personally believe I’m a great candidate to collaborate on a show with Chuu, Tsuki, and Yuqi sunbaenim,” the ramble starts, completely derailing from the original topic of plants as you speak. Your tone is lighthearted and playful, but you’re being completely serious as you continue, “I want to do a bunch of random jobs and harass random people on the street!! I’m perfectly capable of doing that! I’d do that even if I wasn’t getting paid!” 

You start to laugh, realizing how ridiculous you started to sound, but you didn’t care, you pressed the topic on. “If I weren't an idol I’d make a great farmer! Why haven’t I gotten invited to be a farmer with Chuu sunbaenim??” An endless string of various other jobs as well as explanations behind why you would qualify for every one of them begins to spew out of your mouth. You were always a major talker, and quite literally had no filter nor shame when it came to what you had to say. More often than not, you were leading conversations at social events if Chaewon hadn’t already beat you to it– and having alone time with your own thoughts and a camera to record it all was a recipe for disaster.

At the end of your rant, you find yourself slightly winded before making direct eye contact with the camera, pointing your finger directly into it as you announce, “If any TV company is out there watching this right now, this is my application to be a guest on one of your shows! Any job will do, I’ll do it! But just know I’ll leave you farmers in the dust if you put me out in the fields. Watch your back.”

As a last “threat” to broadcasters all around the world, you threateningly do a “I’m watching you” gesture with your hand before placing your hand over the camera, ending the vlog.

Clip 2:

Eunchae spins around the dorm building, giving the viewers on the livestream a living room tour as she looks around, coming up with random things to showcase on the spot. So far, she’s shown off the inside of the fridge, their oven, and underneath the couch. The young girl’s eyebrows furrow as she contemplates what to show fearnots next, her eyes landing on your precious arrangement of houseplants that you lovingly arranged in front of the balcony door. Eunchae clears her throat dramatically as she turns the camera towards your plants, squatting down next to them as she makes sure the audience can see both her and them within the frame.

“As you guys can see here, we have y/n’s plants… She's COVERED the apartment full of them, Chaewon unnie has to scold her every time she brings one home.” She giggles into the camera before shaking her head, “I’m convinced she loves those things more than us…” 

Faint rustling could be heard within the background, and Eunchae turns her head, opening her mouth as if to call out to whoever was home, but she pauses.An imaginary light bulb goes off in her head as Eunchae gasps, looking straight into the camera as she grins mischievously. “I have an idea… Watch this!” She scrambles onto the floor, laying flat on her stomach on top of the floor tile as she props her phone up against the wall hidden behind a stool. The camera perfectly showcases the plants, the living room, and the curtains covering the screen door. 

[ynniez] – oh no… [huhjin001] – this is going to be good [2ningz] - 🥸🥸🥸

The giggles can't seem to stop as Eunchae hops onto her feet and immediately dashes behind the curtains, pressing her finger up to her lips towards the camera in a “shh…!” motion before she disappears. 

“Eunchae?” your voice rings out as you return to your living quarters, grocery bags in hand as the camera perfectly captures your entrance. You don’t think much of the silence that follows as you place the bags down, making your way over to your plants with a grin.

 “Hello my lovelies~” You say to your plants, squatting down to examine them individually before grabbing hold of the watering can nearby. As you lift up the can, Eunchae suddenly bursts through the curtains, exclaiming “BOO!” as loud as possible, resulting in you screaming at a decibel twice as high. 

Unfortunately for the maknae, she had failed to foresee the possibility of you watering your plants at this exact moment– resulting in you blindly chucking 90% of the water inside the can towards the culprit in a panic. Eunchae stands there frozen, oversized sweatshirt and hair absolutely soaked with her mouth agape as she stares at you in complete shock. 

“What THE FU– EUNCHAE??” You yell out, watching the younger girl simply freeze in front of you like a wet cat. You switch to English for just one moment, simply saying, “Girl…” as you clutch your hand over your heart, trying to steady the rapid beating.

Eunchae’s shocked expression shifts into one of glee as her mouth still remains open, now smiling as her body rotates to where the phone hid, silently pointing in the general direction of the camera as she tries not to burst out into laughter on the spot.

You stare at her in complete confusion before following her finger, eyes finally landing on the livestream as your eyes widen, suddenly feeling very exposed in her own home. “No way you just got all of that on camera…”

Eunchae finally allows the laughter to flow, as she suddenly spreads her arms out, inching her way towards you. “You did this to me, unnie!!!” She roars, making attempts to trap you in a hug as you scream, running offscreen as the live abruptly ends.

Clip 3:

You’re seen with your face comically close to the camera, a habit that soon became a signature of your livestreams as you watch the viewers and comments roll in. You glaze over them before flipping the camera around, showing Sakura within the kitchen, wearing a pink apron and plastic gloves as she cuts up some vegetables. “Hi everyone!! Today, Kkura unnie and I are making omelets for the girls with microgreens I’ve grown MYSELF in OUR apartment!!” You loudly exclaim, shoving the camera close to the cutting board as Sakura rolls her eyes, chuckling at the sight as you eventually point the camera elsewhere.

“You did a very good job growing these y/n-nnie. They look great.” The comment from the older girl made you shy, and you flip the camera back to your face as you place a hand on your cheek, “hehe, thank you Kkura-unnie~” you coo, shifting your gaze back to the viewers before sighing.

“I grew all kinds of stuff in here, like basil, arugula, cilantro, kale…” You trail off, counting the number of edible plants you’ve grown on your finger before continuing, “but I could make so much more if I had a full blown garden!!” You whine, and Sakura could be seen in the background rolling her eyes, playfully commenting, “not this again…”

You dramatically lean on Sakura’s back with your own despite her already being hunched over while chopping as you sigh even louder this time, “I’m serious unnie!! The stuff I could grow for you guys.. You would have a whole salad in one place!!”

Leaving the older member to her task, you place the camera down before grabbing some eggs and cracking them into a bowl, impressively doing so with only one hand each as the comments complimented your skill.

[makna33] – master chef y/n?? [nay00n1] – girl what cant u do…

A laugh escapes your lips as you beat the eggs, “guys, its not that impressive. Besides, I don’t cook nearly as often or as well as Kkura-unnie.” The compliment garners a small smile from the other girl seen in the corner of the screen as you continue on, “anyways, if I had my own garden in the building, I would graft the best tomatoes ever… I’d be real life Frankenstien creating the perfect tomato!” You start, knowing that most likely nobody would actually care for your facts, but you shared anyways, this was YOUR live after all.

“Oh! We’re also using my basil today in one of the omelets. Guys, if you’re ever growing your own basil at home, make sure to pinch off the flowers! It makes it tastier!!” You point the chopsticks you used to whisk the egg at your phone camera, and some of the yolk is thrown onto the screen as your eyes widen, looking back at Sakura to make sure she didn't see what you just did. 

You quickly wipe off the gunk before returning to your kitchen duties as if nothing happened, “These eggs are gonna be so good… Though, I did have a pretty bad mealybug problem with the greens at some point… Do you guys know what those are? They’re like these little white dusty bugs that suck the sap out of your plants if you don’t do anything about them. I had SO MANY. But I refused to give up on em and now they're critter free!”

“Yah! Y/n! Don’t talk about the bugs in your plants!! The girls won’t want to eat it then!” Sakura scolds, playfully kicking your side with her leg as she focuses on frying the eggs.

You giggle as you look into the camera, “oops– don’t tell them that there used to be bugs in their food.” 

“WHAT?!”

The sound of Kazuha and Chaewon’s shrill voice rings out in the live, and you immediately slam your phone down, giving the viewers a black screen before the live ends.

[katnipp]

Request!!!

Eunchae secretly being in a relationship with reader who is apart of another group.

Eunchae is always making excuses as to why she’s away from the girls, and just seems different for the past while. Reader being the same way with her members.

Maybe eunchae comes back to the dorm late like she usually does when she’s out with reader, but this time, a certain group of girls happen to be waiting for her arrival. idk maybe eunchae confesses to them after they keep pestering her about why she’s out so late, especially because sakura and chaewon are scolding her.

her members started liking me too— hong eunchae

genre: FLUFFF

synopsis: eunchae’s secretly dating y/n, a girl from another group.her members find out — and to her horror, they love y/n. especially chaewon.

—

eunchae froze mid-step at the dorm entrance, caught like a deer in headlights, her oversized hoodie still halfway on.

chaewon stood in the hallway with her arms crossed. sakura leaned against the couch with a suspicious expression. kazuha looked up from her phone, and even yunjin poked her head out of the kitchen with a spoon in her mouth.

eunchae gave a tiny, guilty smile. “i brought cake?”

“who is it,” chaewon said immediately.

“what?” eunchae blinked.

“don’t play dumb,” sakura cut in. “you’ve been disappearing every other night. acting all dreamy. smiling at your phone like someone’s writing you poetry.”

eunchae shuffled in and kicked off her shoes. “i… just needed space.”

“from us?” yunjin asked, clearly offended.

chaewon stepped closer. “eunchae.”

eunchae sighed and rubbed her face. “okay. fine. i’m dating y/n.”

every single head turned.

“y/n?” kazuha said slowly. “from—?”

“yes,” eunchae nodded. “that group.”

“the one who bumped into chaewon at mama and didn’t say anything?” yunjin asked with a dramatic gasp.

“we made eye contact,” chaewon added, coldly. “she stared at me. like i was the problem.”

“i swear she didn’t mean it!” eunchae said quickly. “she talks about that moment all the time. she was mortified.”

sakura squinted. “are we sure this girl isn’t evil?”

eunchae groaned. “she’s just shy and awkward. and has resting glare face.”

“reasonable” kazuha mumbled.

chaewon tilted her head. “she still has to meet us. formally.”

“can you at least promise not to treat her like a criminal?”

“no,” sakura and chaewon said at the same time.

⸻

two days later – le sserafim’s dorm

“we can still escape,” y/n whispered, holding eunchae’s hand outside the door. “we could get on a bus. disappear. start a bakery in busan.”

“you’re meeting my family, not joining the witness protection program,” eunchae deadpanned.

before y/n could respond, the door swung open.

chaewon stared at her from the doorway, not saying a word.

“…hello?” y/n tried, smile weak.

“you,” chaewon said flatly. “scary eyes.”

“okay, that’s fair.”

inside, the others weren’t any better.

sakura looked ready to interview her for a job. kazuha offered her tea with the kind of politeness you give to someone you’re not sure about. yunjin just smirked and started recording on her phone.

y/n sat stiffly on the couch, next to eunchae, while chaewon sat across from her.

“so,” chaewon began, “explain the bump.”

“i didn’t see you,” y/n said immediately. “there was fog, lights, a malfunctioning pyrotechnic thing. i had no idea you were right there until it was too late.”

“you didn’t apologize.”

“i did! but i think you were already off stage? then i panicked and cried in my dressing room for fifteen minutes and googled ‘how to apologize to a girl you accidentally body-slammed in front of cameras.’”

the silence was long.

then sakura cracked a laugh.

chaewon blinked, stunned, and even kazuha covered her mouth to hide a smile.

“okay,” yunjin said. “she’s funny. i’ll allow this.”

“you cried?” chaewon asked, looking weirdly touched.

“like a loser,” y/n admitted.

⸻

as the night went on, the atmosphere shifted.

y/n helped yunjin with dishes. praised kazuha’s footwork in a recent performance. shared an embarrassing story that made sakura snort into her drink. by the end of the night, chaewon was curled up beside y/n on the floor, playing word games on someone’s phone.

when eunchae returned from changing into pajamas and saw them, her jaw dropped.

“what is happening,” she whispered.

“your girlfriend is charming,” chaewon mumbled, eyes still on the game.

“and her scary face is cute up close,” sakura added.

⸻

a few weeks later

chaewon knocked on the café window where y/n was seated, sipping her iced americano. y/n looked up and waved, smiling.

“you’re five minutes late,” y/n teased as chaewon sat across from her.

“i’m worth it,” chaewon replied, smirking.

they met weekly now. usually after rehearsals. sometimes for coffee, sometimes just to walk and rant about idol schedules. it had become a tradition neither of them admitted to enjoying as much as they did.

“how’s eunchae?”

“currently obsessed with a claw machine app,” y/n said. “she’s trying to win me a plush and refuses to let me just buy it.”

chaewon chuckled. “sounds like her.”

there was a pause.

then, softly, y/n said, “thank you.”

chaewon blinked. “for what?”

“for giving me a chance. even when you didn’t have to.”

chaewon looked thoughtful, stirring her drink.

“you made her happy,” she said. “but also… you made me laugh. and that’s hard to do.”

y/n smiled shyly. “you’re not as scary as you pretend to be, you know.”

“don’t ruin my reputation.”

“too late. you’re officially my favorite unnie now.”

chaewon rolled her eyes, but she was grinning.

⸻

that night – group chat: ‘le sserafim + chaos’

eunchae:

chaewon and y/n just sent me the same selfie

with the same caption

“your two favorite girls”

i’m screaming

yunjin: are they dating each other now

kazuha: i think they’re besties

sakura: plot twist: we misjudged y/n

chaewon: you misjudged her

i simply observed her potential

—

“you’re late,” sakura called from the couch, one eyebrow raised.

“blame chaewon,” y/n said, stepping inside with two arms full of takeout. “she made us stop and buy dessert like five seconds after we left the cafe.”

“we earned it,” chaewon added, tossing her jacket onto the back of a chair. “we broke down three choreos and only tried to kill each other once. that’s character development.”

“i’m going to cry,” eunchae mumbled, padding over in socks and pajamas, wrapping her arms around y/n. “my girlfriend and my leader are getting along. this feels illegal.”

“we’re not just getting along,” chaewon said proudly. “we’re basically soulmates now.”

“besties for life,” y/n added, grinning. “we even have a playlist.”

eunchae squinted up at them. “okay, but like… let’s not get too close.”

“why not?” chaewon teased.

“because you’re starting to sound like you’re trying to steal y/n from me.”

silence.

and then—

“oh my god,” yunjin gasped. “eunchae’s jealous.”

“somebody call dispatch,” kazuha said, clutching her chest. “our baby’s getting possessive.”

“stop,” eunchae whined, face heating up immediately. “i was joking!”

“were you though?” sakura smirked. “because i heard the tone. it was giving ‘back off, unnie, she’s mine.’”

“it really was,” yunjin nodded. “lowkey scary. i kind of respect it.”

“highkey adorable,” kazuha added.

chaewon leaned in dramatically. “eunchae… do you not trust me?”

eunchae pouted and refused to meet anyone’s eyes. “no comment.”

“wow,” y/n whispered, clearly delighted. “i’ve never felt more wanted.”

“you should’ve seen her when you texted me goodnight before her yesterday,” chaewon added with a snicker.

“YOU’RE NOT FUNNY,” eunchae said, lunging at her with a throw pillow.

chaewon yelped, laughing as she ducked, while the others lost it.

“it’s official,” yunjin said between wheezes. “we need a group chat just for eunchae jealousy memes.”

“i’m fine,” eunchae muttered, burying her burning face in y/n’s neck. “i’m totally fine.”

y/n wrapped her arms around her and kissed her cheek. “you’re the cutest jealous person i’ve ever seen.”

“i’m not jealous,” eunchae mumbled. “i’m just protective.”

“same thing, baby,” y/n giggled.

“i’m starting to feel like a homewrecker,” chaewon teased.

“you are,” eunchae said dramatically, pointing at her. “but a tolerated one. barely.”

chaewon grinned. “aw. thanks.”

⸻

later that night – group chat: ‘le sserafim + chaos’

sakura

eunchae just glared at me for calling y/n cute

kazuha:

she growled at me when i offered y/n a snack

yunjin:

this is wild

chaewon:

she tried to disable my phone

eunchae

do you want to be blocked

chaewon:

imagine being threatened by someone who cries over claw machine apps

eunchae:

I HOPE YOU GET STUCK IN A VENDING MACHINE

[the-roo-too]

hong eunchae x reader; idol au

warnings: meeting ‘the unnies’; reader is a part of newjeans

you slid your phone back into the pocket of your pants with a heavy sigh. eunchae was friends with all of your members, so for her meeting them ‘officially’ was more of a friendly hangout. you, on the other hand, somehow never managed to get close to the elder members of le sserafim, despite your groups being actually close. you’d done each other’s challenges a couple times and hanni has filmed countless tiktok’s with yunjin, yet you never really talked with any of them outside of idol stuff.

eunchae you met by pure accident when she walked into your group’s dressing room instead of le sserafim’s, called you very pretty in all of her awkwardness and the rest was history.

“where’re you going?” danielle stopped you just as you were exiting your dorm. she placed her hand on your shoulder, looking at you curiously.

“le sserafim dorm.” was what your mumbled softly as a response, kind of avoiding her gaze. she quirked a brow at your words before chuckling.

“the ‘scary le sserafim unnies’ dorm?”

“hey!” dani was the so called ‘sweetheart’ but her teasing was relentless at times.

“sorry, joke. in all seriousness, you’re going to visit eunchae?”

“and the scary le sserafim unnies…” with a small chuckle, she patted your back and gave you a small smile.

“you’ll be fine.”

“that’s what eunchae said too…”

“you should trust your girl!”

“i guess…”

there was a brief moment of awkward silence after you knocked on the le sserafim’s dorm doors, before you head frantic shuffling on the other side. eunchae suddenly opened the doors in your face, already all giddy. she looked so cute when she was excited to see you like that. on another note, your girlfriend was just always cute.

“y/nnie! you came!” she threw her arms around you in a bear hug, squeezing the life out of you before you could try to step inside the dorm. the door behind her suddenly shut and she leaned in to whisper into your ear. “please don’t panic when you go there. i told them you’d be coming and not to be too overwhelming but i can’t promise anything.”

you felt a drop of sweat slowly slide down the side of your face. “fabulous. you really calmed me down with this one.”

“great!” clearly not picking up your obvious sarcasm, eunchae grasped your hand before pulling you into her dorm.

the moment you two entered, you could feel eyes boring into you. trying to avoid meeting the girl’s gazes, you turned to look at your girlfriend hopefully. then all of a sudden, a flash of realisation went through her eyes and she almost jumped. “i totally forgot!”

before you could ask what was it that she forgot, eunchae bolted away from you and deeper into her dorm, presumably to retrieve ‘whatever she forgot’. realising you now had no way out, you slowly turned back and came face to face with the four unnies of le sserafim. you gulped softly in all of your nervousness and you’d probably have laughed at it, had you not been scared for your life in that exact moment.

“uhm… you guys have pretty doors?”maybe not the best first-impression compliment, but it’s the thought that counts, right?

“what is your intention with our eunchae?” a shiver went down your spine as chaewon spoke up. she wasn’t the oldest but there was something about leaders, something you were afraid to anger.

“m-my intentions are 100% pure! eunchae and i want to hold hands and cuddle like normal couples!” you’d rather not mention kissing your girlfriend in front of the eunchae protection squad. maybe after you’re both 21?

chaewon scanned you with her gaze before shaking her head to herself and turning to sakura. “i don’t believe it.”

“neither do i.” the oldest nodded in agreement before stepping close to you. “are you sure you don’t wanna use her to get more famous?”

you tilted your head to the side cluelessly. both of your groups were probably similarly recognisable, but you’d never dream of doing something like that to another human being. “no! of course not-!”

a wide grin broke out on yunjin’s face and you suddenly felt someone hugging you from the side. “it was a prank!”

kazuha—the one hugging you—shook her head before correcting the older girl. “i think a test is a better word.”

“okay then. a test. and you passed!” yunjin stuck out her fist for you, as if wanting a fist bump. very much confused by the whole situation, you were about to fist bump said girl before eunchae came running to you with a pout on her face.

“unnies! i told you not to scare her!”

“but we didn’t!” chaewon held up her hands in mock defence. “right, y/n?”

the playful glint in her eye made you nod your head so fast you thought it’d break. with a resigned sigh, eunchae came to you and hugged you again. only then you noticed the sudden change of her clothing.

she was wearing a bunnies hoodie, one of your group’s merch clothes. you looked down at the hoodie, up at her, before looking down again and grinning brightly. “it’s a newjeans hoodie…”

“yeah! that was the thing i forgot earlier.” she chuckled lightly before hugging you a little tighter. “i wanted to show support for my girl…”

you were about to kiss her cheek, all giddy from the small interaction, before chaewon cleared her throat. you suddenly remembered all four of them were there to witness you and eunchae being lovely-dovely.

“e-eunchae, baby, where’s your room?”

“baby?!”

“i’m coming with!”

eunchae shook her head with a small smile before tugging on your sleeve. “i’ll show you.”

“i said i’m coming with! yah!”

[kopilot-pop]

[Tired] pt.2

- Le Sserafim x 6thMember!Reader

Summary: After a harsh criticism from one of your teachers, you started to fall into a bad habit again. You started staying overnight at the company, your knees are always bruised, and you probably shouldn’t have 3 cans of Redbull everyday… Thankfully, your bandmates have easily recognized your behaviors and decided to put it to an end.

Warnings: overworking, self-hate, depression, suicidal intentions (very minor), fainting, hospital, needles,

a/n: sorry for the long wait. This is a bit shorter than I expected, but I hope you guys still enjoy.

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The horrendous amount of caffeine started to take a toll on you.

During one of the last practices for your comeback, Chaewon stared at you worriedly.

But you were too busy staring at your shaky hands to notice.

After chugging another can of Redbull, you finished the practice and finally turned on your phone. Several missed calls and notifications from your group’s chatroom covered your phone.

You didn’t have the energy to care.

You fell asleep on the couch in the practice room.

You have a comeback tomorrow after all.

-----

Furious is an understatement.

Chaewon is absolutely mad.

The 6 of you gathered at the studio for Music Bank on the day of the comeback. While getting ready with makeup and outfits, you could tell the girls wanted to talk to you but were too busy to.

When you all finally got up to the stage, the jittery feeling became more intense. As the second verse started your stomach started to churn, your throat closed up - you almost missed your lines-

and once again you couldn’t stop staring at your shaky hands with bloodshot eyes.

Until you froze.

Your eyes met Zuha’s. And you watched in slow motion as she ran towards you, barely catching your body before it hit the ground, and the spotlight in front of your eyes shut down.

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“…..ays-… y..… med…-”

You finally woke up with a pounding inside your head.

The moment you could blur out the bright light above your head, you could see Sakura’s face and feel the cool cloth on yours.

She was carefully wiping away the sweat on your head and quickly noticed your eyes open.

“Y/n! How are you feeling?”

At the same time, you could hear a loud crash on the other side of the room.

“Y/n unnie woke up?!”

“Y/N ARE YOU OKAY-”

“G..guys… calm down..”

The three younger girls ran up to you, seeming to have been lounging on the couch together.

Eunchae, with teary eyes, pulled you into a tight hug.

“Hey! She’s not stable yet!! Don’t push her around!!”

Your leader walked through the doors to pull down the three puppies from you.

“Thanks..”

After a few moments of awkward silence, Chaewon finally started.

“You passed out on stage Y/n.”

“Chaewon, don’t be too harsh.” Sakura tried her best to keep the situation calm.

“I know unnie- Y/n. You fainted due to malnutrition. When’s the last time you ate anything?”

“…I’m not sure..”

“Of course you’re not sure. The only thing you’ve been putting inside your body was energy drinks-”

“Unnie..”

“No- We were all thinking so I’m just gonna say it- We thought you were gonna die Y/n.”

She said it so matter-of-factly that you could almost laugh. Almost.

“Why would y-”

“You were barely home, working like a slave every fucking day, starving, and depending on pain meds- so yeah, OF COURSE WE THOUGHT THE WORSE!!”

You finally gained the courage to look up at her teary eyes.

“Do you understand the amount of fear I felt when I saw you drop to the ground yesterday?! How terrified we felt when you didn’t wake up when Yunjin screamed your name?!!”

“I-..”

“Kazuha carried you to the hospital because she was too scared that something might happen to you if she let go!! Can you even imagine being that scared?!”

You looked down at your lap, fiddling with the needle(IV drip) inside your hand. Sakura gently held your hand to stop you.

“That’s enough Chaewon.” She said.

She’s never stern, but this time she was. Sakura gave you this look, something just like the one your mother always gave you.

Worried, angry, but somehow warm.

“We were scared Y/n.. More than the fainting, I was scared of losing you just like last time…”

Last time? Oh yeah. You almost killed yourself during debut.

“We care about you. You know that. All 5 of us love and cherish you, sometimes even more than anybody else in the world. And watching you slowly fade away like that just…”

She started to choke up. It was rare to see her like that, so you instinctively shot out to pull her into a hug.

Holding onto you, as you might just fade away, Sakura softly sobbed into your shoulder.

When you felt another weight on your back, you turned around to see the youngest also snuggling into you. Probably the person you mostly didn't want to catch you in such a depressing state.

"I...I'm sorr-"

Yunjin, with the same teary face all the others choked out;

"It's not your fault."

She slid next to the edge of the bed, gently holding onto Sakura's hand right on top of yours.

"I wanted to be better. Good enough to stand by you guys. I just wanted to-" You felt the tears finally fall free from your eyes as Chaewon with the same frown (albeit a bit softer) held your face.

Gentle. God, they were all so gentle with you.

"You are. You are good enough. You are good."

Watching you sob out, Kazuha finally joined into the pile, right next to Yunjin as she dries your tears with her old sweater sleeves.

You let out another ugly cry as you feel the 5 girls' warmth trap you. You forgot that you were good enough. You forgot how loved you were.

But just like always, they were there to remind you once again.

"You're loved Y/n. By us, always."

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[jihyoruri]

❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ ❚ 𓍢 LESSERAFIM AND THEIR HOT HEADED MEMBER lesserafim x reader

★yn refusing lesserafims love for five mins 768k views

↳ warnings: yn from paparazzi, idol au, yn being a short (for the plot) hot head, yn is the second youngest member

➩ CLIP #1 PLAYING… 📼

“- and that’s why I immediately take away people’s human rights when they say they don’t like ghibli.” yn says to the live.

the fans managed to get her on a major rant after someone in the comments said that they hate ghibli.

yn put her jiji plushie in her lap as she continued, “I’m not even joking.” she continues to read comments as they slowly turn from the topic of ghibli to someone being on the live.

“yunjin unnie is on here?” she asks as she reads the comments about the older member, “i love you.” she reads the comment from yunjin and looks side to side before ignoring it.

people in the comments laughs as yunjin orders the younger girl to say it back only to be ignored.

yn phone rings and she immediately knows who it is, she shows the camera her phone which displays a photo of yunjin kissing yn’s cheek while yn’s face is scrunched up in disgust.

“it’s yunjin unnie.” she says before putting the phone back down without answering and continuing to read comments.

➩ CLIP #2 PLAYING… 📼

like always in every interview chaewon sat beside yn, just so she can monitor the girl to make sure she doesn’t say something extremely disrespectful when she has the chance to get the mic.

as kazuha talked to the interviewer chaewon put her hand over yn’s hand that rested on the younger girls leg.

yn side eyed the older girl before slowly retracting her hand from under chaewon’s causing the older girl’s mouth drop in offence.

the camera zoomed in on yn and chaewon as chaewon tightly interlocked her and yn’s hands and put it in her lap as yn struggled to get out of her grip.

➩ CLIP #3 PLAYING… 📼

sakura and yunjin watched as the youngest members decided that doing something dangerous is fun.

while the girls filmed their vlog yn and eunchae thought that it would be a good idea to do something that might get them in trouble if they get hurt at the park.

yn stood on the swing seat holding onto the chains as eunchae pushed her back and forth.

even though yunjin and sakura should’ve been yelling at yn to get down they couldn’t help but fawn over how cute the hot headed member looked in her ear muffs and oversized sweater.

“I LOVE YOU.” yunjin yelled to the younger girl as sakura threw up a heart.

“EW.”

➩ CLIP #4 PLAYING… 📼

kazuha turned the camera towards yn who sat on sakura’s lap sipping her water, all the girls were tired out from performing the same dance over and over again.

she brought the camera lose to the younger girls face who just looks up at it, “say something to our fans.”

“love you.” yn says bluntly before going back to drinking her water.

“you never say that to me!” yells chaewon as the camera pans to her and back to yn who looks at the leader with a blank face.

➩ CLIP #5 PLAYING… 📼

the camera pans to yn who laid in the middle of the dance room as the dance instructor told the girls to take a break.

eunchae walked over to the girl and laid right on top of her back causing yn to groan.

“leave me alone.”

“no.” eunchae says causing another groan to escape yn.

“sakura unnie tell her to leave me alone!” yn yells to the older girl who watches the younger girls on the floor.

[bellaaae]

Eunchae and yn moments [88k views]

— Clip 1✰

“Yn is so cuteee” Eunchae read out a comment happily.

“Thank you” Yn smiled making a heart with her hand. “No she isn’t” Eunchae disagreed.

Yn squinted her eyes followed by a sassy eye roll. “Heyyyy!! What’s that supposed to mean????” Eunchae fake cried looking up at Yn.

— Clip 2✰

Lesserafim finished their dance practice. They alls stood in the middle of the room staring at the camera until it was finally time to turn it off.

Yn and Eunchae ran to hug each other yelling as they jumped up and down. “RAHGDHSHS!!” They’re so relieved that practice was finally over.

The camera switched to Kazuha who pointed at the two hyper maknaes at the back. “What’s up with those two?”

— Clip 3✰

“Wait….i just saw something” Eunchae suddenly spoke. Her gaze focused on the computer screen.

“Cutie—“ the voice of yn sounded from the computer. It sounded like the popular video of yn doing Aegyo.

“Fearnots do you know this?” Eunchae asked letting out a loud laugh. She carried the camera and flipped it around to show fearnots the video.

“It’s so cute but the way yn is embarrassed makes it funny” she giggled.

Eunchae decided to press the close button to focus on reading the comments.

[Yn 🎧]

Yahhh unnie??? Please never do that!!

Eunchae bursted out laughing harder than the previous laugh. She stuck her tongue out at the camera. “Come make me!” “I’ll play more of your Aegyos” she teased.

— Clip 4✰

“I’m not scared of ghost. I’m not even scared of anything—” Eunchae boosted talking to the camera as she walked around the set.

“AHHH!” She screamed backing off the money she laid eyes on yn who had a ghost make up on.

“Hey! You scared me!” She whined stomping forward to slap Yn’s arm and then stomping away with a pout.

“I refuse to believe I’m the maknae” Yn sighed.

— Clip 5✰

“This house is such a mess” chaewon groaned as she held onto the camera for the vlog.

“Ah!” She screamed almost meeting face with the floor but maintained her balance. “WHO THE HECK— ohhh awww they’re so cuteeee” she cooed flipping the camera around like her expressions did and zooming in to two sleeping maknaes.

“Their cheeks look so fluff…it’s like watching two sleeping cats” she muttered.

[spiderb00]

- STUPID GAME

Hong Eunchae x 6 member!reader 

“Eunchae didn't know how to express her feelings. Good you were there” 

Genre – Fluff  Warnings –  none  (request)

Now playing – Seasons, by Wave To Earth 

You never questioned your relationship with any of the girls, least of all with Eunchae. You and Eunchae have always been closer, not just because you're the youngest of the Le Sserafim girls, but because you've always got on well, always laughing at the same jokes, talking about the same subjects, facing your fears together...  

This has always strengthened your relationship, you love Eunchae, and you know that despite loving all the girls equally, you still felt a little different about maknae. You never knew what it was, but you were always more excited by Eunchae's presence than usual, you loved listening to the girl talk, you loved the moments you had together. And that's why you didn't understand at all when things changed between you.  

Things started to get strange a little over a week ago, when Yunjin had the stupid idea of playing truth or dare. There were few people in the circle, so it was logical that the bottle didn't have many targets to hit, and that's how it all started. At some point you remember Yunjin spinning the bottle, and you vividly remember her stopping at Eunchae.  

When the maknae chose the challenge, everyone in the room celebrated, happy to have a bit of excitement in the evening, but you also remember the celebrations turning into whispers when Yunjin unpretentiously (you're sure she didn't) dared Eunchae to kiss you. You remember little, but you certainly remember how ghostly pale the maknae looked, her eyes were wide, and you're sure you saw her gulp as she stared at you.  

You remember Eunchae coming closer to you, crawling up to stand in front of your face, you remember whispering something like; “We don't have to do this if you don't want to”. But it was too late, and Eunchae's hands pulled you into a sweet kiss.   

Her lips were soft, and tasted like strawberries. You remember melting into the kiss, your shoulders relaxing and the feeling of Eunchae's hands on your face could be one of the best things you've ever experienced. The atmosphere there was so good that you almost felt your heart stop beating when Eunchae broke the kiss.   

And then everything changed.   

It had been a week since you and Eunchae had shared a kiss in that silly game, and since then, everything had been a bit of a mess. You felt awkward, Eunchae seemed to avoid you as much as possible and you had no idea what to do. Even with the girls 

around you constantly making jokes and making you laugh, you still felt an emptiness in your chest, that wrong feeling.   

You used to make Eunchae laugh, the two of you used to laugh until the muscles in your cheeks were sore and you were both on the floor while holding your bellies. But now, Eunchae barely looks at you, always giving an excuse not to be around you or anything that involves the two of you. You didn't know what you'd done wrong, you thought things would get better over the days, but they stayed the same.   

The girls had gone out to buy food while you were watching TV and Maknae was taking a nap in her room. Honestly, you weren't even paying attention to the movie anymore, your mind lost in thoughts of Eunchae. Every time the memories of that night ran through your brain, you felt sick, a sense of loss and longing for more that you couldn't explain.   

Hearing footsteps, you turned around on the sofa, looking at a sleepy Eunchae, who was oblivious to your gaze as she scratched her eyes, cute. When the younger girl finally laid eyes on you, she froze. The footsteps stopped and Eunchae's big eyes were now staring at you, you're sure you saw her swallow dry before continuing to walk to the kitchen.  

What the hell is wrong with this girl?  

“The girls went out to buy food.” You said, making Eunchae straighten her posture, almost as if she was tense just hearing your voice. “I asked them to bring your favorite...” You continued, absent-mindedly fiddling with the hem of the sweatshirt you were wearing.   

“Thanks...” Eunchae replied, her head down as she stared at the kitchen counter.  

You frowned. It was clear that things weren't normal between you and Eunchae, but you wanted to know why! Eunchae is acting strange while you're trying to do things the normal way, as it used to be.   

“You can't even look me in the eye? Really?” You asked, making the maknae raise her head and look at you with an indecipherable look.   

“I don't know what you're talking about...” You let out a sarcastic laugh, not even waiting for Eunchae to finish her sentence properly before interrupting her.   

“Seriously, Eunchae! You're the only one who's strange here.” You said as you rose from your seat on the sofa. Fury taking over you.  

Striding into the kitchen, you stopped in front of Eunchae, staring at the girl across the counter as if you were about to plunge a dagger into her chest. “You're the only one who's been walking away from me for the last few days, and I don't even know what I did to you!”   

“You haven't done anything...”   

 “Well, that's clearly a lie, or you wouldn't be avoiding me as if I had a FUCKING CONTAGIOUS DISEASE!” You shouted, hitting the counter and making Eunchae frown at you.  

“MAYBE I HAVE ANOTHER PROBLEM, YOU KNOW?! YOU'RE NOT THE CENTER OF THE UNIVERSE!” Eunchae shouted back, and although she tried to look tough, you could see the tears starting to well up in her eyes.   

“GET IT OUT! IF I'M NOT THE PROBLEM, TELL ME WHAT IS!”  

“OKAY, IT'S YOU! HAPPY? YOU'RE MY PROBLEM! YOU AND YOUR RIDICULOUS LIPS, YOU AND YOUR PRETTY FACE! YOU! I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU!”  

When Eunchae's screams ceased, the silence was loud. Anything could be heard, even if a needle fell on the floor. You and Eunchae stared at each other, the tears in the younger girl's eyes were about to fall and her breathing was ragged. It was strange to think that you were watching a comedy show just a few seconds ago, before you bought this fight.   

“Eunchae...”  

“Do you know how long I've wanted to do that, Yn? Kissing you was liberating, but then it hit me hard. I didn't want to lose my best friend, not for some stupid feeling...”  

“It's not stupid.” You approached, going around the counter just to be closer to Eunchae. “You should have told me, Machae.”  

Raising your hands, you held Eunchae's cheeks, wiping away the tears that fell. Seeing the slight smile you flashed, Eunchae thought that maybe she had a chance not to have ruined your friendship, that maybe you still wanted to be friends with her, even if she had feelings for you.  

Poor, clueless girl.   

It was only when your lips met Eunchae's again that she was able to understand what you had said. The feel of your lips on hers made her mind float away, wanting more of a good thing. The maknae's hands found your waist, and she held onto your sweatshirt as she brought her body closer to yours. The warmth of the contact made Eunchae sigh into the kiss, which, much to her chagrin, made you pull away.  

“You're very clueless sometimes, Machae.” You say, laughing as you kiss her lips.  

“You mean we're dating?” With puppy eyes, Eunchae looked at you, tugging at the hem of your sweatshirt as she waited for your answer. 

“God, I deserve it.” 

hi guys, how are you?

I only slept an hour today and I'm going crazy LOL.

Seriously, my sleep schedule is out of whack, and I was up almost all night. Today I'll be surviving on coffee and energy drinks, super healthy, right?

Just kidding guys, but this is going to be the only way I can attend classes today, so wish me luck.

Oh, I forgot. I'm in love with Megan, not that I wasn't before, but after that live, I'm on another level. I also saw another video of her with black hair at Emily's bday and I freaked out!

Anyway, I love this girl. I love you too, so stay safe and drink some water

xoxo, spider.